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damn it, damn it, damn it... i knew it, i knew it, i knew it.... i knew that i shouldve done it sooner... now, its too late... now, hes gone... HE is gone.... i had my chance and i didnt take it like the coward i am.... im not a ninja... a real ninja faces their fears... even ninjas face the fear of being rejected, hated, and pushed aside like an old, boring toy... but not me... i cant even talk to a boy without the fear of being hated for all eternity.... please.... someone put me out of my misery... crying crying crying crying crying crying crying cry cry cry cry cry cry cry sad sad sad sad sad gonk gonk gonk gonk gonk gonk gonk