I started track on Wednesday. It's really fun and it gets my mind off of things for awhile. On Wednesday we got to run around our school building and then run to Norwich and back. On Thursday we ran around our school again, then we ran to a church and back. After that we went on the track and did pyramids. If you don't know what pyramids are it's when you run 100meters 200meters 300meters 400 meters 500meters 400meters 300meters 200meters 100meters. Then today it was canceled cause it's raining. I'm kinda glad about that though cause my legs are REALLY sore. Anyways besides track I'm going to a carnival at Ridge Wood tomorrow with this one dude named Spencer. He asked me to go with him and since I know he likes me I thought I'd give him a chance and go with him. OMG today at school I figured out this one guy I like still likes me even though he told me he didn't!!So excited!!!My friend over heard him talking to his friend and this is how it went
Friend of guy i like biggrin o you still like that one girl you went out with?
Dude I like:...yeah...
So kwl!!Then I asked my friends why he would've broken up with me if he still liked me and they said it was probably because of his reputation or friends.Oh well we'll see what happens. Oh i wrote some new poems so here they are
Snow
As I feel cold rush into me
The white is all I can see
As you hold me close
I feel like a dissapering ghost
Red leaks onto the white snow
So visible it's hard not to show
I look you in the eye
I slowly whisper good-bye
As tears stream down your face
I can no longer keep up with your pace
Please leave me here
To look at the sky just like it was a mirror
I can see all the world never gave
So hollow and alone just like a cave
I peer into your heart one last time
I can see how well it will shine
When I'm gone you'll get better
I never got to write you that letter
It's a little too late for regrets my love
I must now become what was my destiny;The dove
(I wrote snow cause it was snowing outside and I just lost someone I love)
Winter Night
This world is so cold
I hide my pain by being bold
The day I met you
I didn't know what to do
I wanted to tell you about my lie
How I wanted to die
I wanted to let you into my heart
Just hoping that it was enough to start
As I look out over the bay
I remember the first day
The first lie you told me
I was to blind to see
From the start
You always had my heart
And on that day
You left me alone to cry and lay
When you came back
I knew what I was going to lack
Though I knew what would happen
I couldn't help my heart from tapping
I love you so
But not enough to show
My true feelings for you
I've been told that I should have knew
Knew that you would break my heart
Knew that you would leave me from the start
On this cold winter night
I can no longer see the light
(I wrote winter night for my friend that just got her heart broken and for me too)
Tune
I hear the notes in the air
I listen to them without a care
The music sets me free
It has showed me the key
I keep the notes in my heart
And replay them when I need a new start
I have created a fine tune
I'll play it for you on a full moon
Please listen to my tune
You will understand that the tune is me soon
As you listen as I play
I know you have nothing to say
The music fills your mind
You know that it's on of a kind
As the tune comes to an end
You told me what I have to mend
With this one tune
I must mend your heart on a full moon
(I wrote this based on my feelings for music and the feeling I have for someone)
Music
The notes slowly fill the air
I know you hear them over there
The music doesn't affect you like it affects me
The music found my heart and gave me the key
For you music has always been the foe
You were never able to really show
Your father said he was so proud
You felt as lost a young boy in a crowd
I reached for your hand
But your fingers slipped right through mine just like sand
I didn't give up though
I was going to give you the gift of music or at least show
You watched me day in and day out
On the inside though all you wanted to do was shout
I noticed to late
You could no longer wait
Your anger turn toward me
You were too blind to see
I loved you with all my heart
But I guess it wasn't enough to start
As I stand over your grave
I lay down the music you gave
I walk away not at all mad
Singing the song that you once had
(I dedicate Music to my friend who never liked playing music but had to. Though he's no longer with me I know he'll find this someone. This is for you Jonas)
The Dove
The days go by so slow
I can no longer see your glow
You loved music so much
On you it had a clutch
As I listen to your song
It goes on for so long
When the song is over
I never wanted it to end ever
So I play it from the start
I soon notice it has your heart
You played every song with soul
You did this to achieve you goal
As I read your song one more time
The notes are just like stars the way they shine
As tears finally come from my eyes
I don't understand your lies
You made them for the shake of you tune
I figured it out on a full moon
As I think of your lies
All I can do is sigh my sad sighs
I still love you
Though I should've knew
For the music you love
You would become the dove
(I wrote this for my friend Jonas. He didn't like playing music unless he could make it his own. SO this is for him)
 miroku fan 101 · Fri Mar 14, 2008 @ 09:12pm · 0 Comments |
