Has anything you have done made your life any better?
If I could I would take all of you to the grave yard where i have buried my friends. The grass grows red there in murder. because thats what some of them died from. Fighting the same fight the we all are still fighting amongst ourselves today. Listen to their souls kids. Drugs and hatred killed my close ones and you should take a lesson from the dead. If we dont all come together and find a better way we to will be be destroyed. You have to learn to stop making excuses for yourself. because at the end of the day we only have oursleves to blame. Its a whole different world when you start earning things. It dosent matter what your problem is only what you really want to do about it. Courage is being a hero. And being a hero is going into any situation with fear not knowing the outcome but doing it anyways. Ive become a man of peace and my redemption keeps me strong. Life is not a gladiator school. You will not ever get anywhere by doing the things that are destructive towards your goals in life. And if you dont have goals than how will you ever get out of the bed in the morning. You will not prove anything by using drugs, sex, and fighting to act tough. Any fool can act that way but it takes guts to do whats right. it takes guts to change for the better. it takes guts to look at yourself and fix whats wrong. Education is very important and it took me so many years to learn that but today i know its true. Education is the strongest power someone can own. Education is your key out of any oppressive situation. Fear can hold you prisoner. Hope can set you free. This couldnt be more true. Do we do good because it makes us feel alive? Yes! And when we do bad we know it because god has blessed us with a brain and heart to decide the best outcome. There was a moment when I used to blame everything and everyone for all the pain and suffering and things that happened to me and that I saw happen to people. Used to blame everybody. Blamed people, blamed society, and blamed God. I didnt get no answers cause I was asking the wrong questions. You have to ask the right questions. Like what you may be asking? Has anything you’ve done made your life better? If you can answer that question honestly you are on your way to a better place.Theres not a day goes by I don’t feel regret. Not because what happened to me or because people think I should. I look back on the way I was then a young stupid kid who committed that terrible acts. I want to talk to him. I want to try and talk some sense to him and tell him the way things are. But I cant. That kid’s long gone and this is all that’s left. I got to live with that. And I can live with it. Without my self transofrmation with god I would be a mess. Please help yourself. I know you because I am you in one way or another. Pain does not have to be in your life all the time. heres my hand just take it. I believe in all of you.
The Quiet Soldier Community Member 
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