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Thoughts that run rampant
 ..He recieved a text from her right as he was leaving work. She wanted to meet him at a park nearby her house. Without hesitation, he left work and drove as fast as he could to the meeting spot. He arrived there before she did, but she wasn’t that far behind. They both ejected themselves from their vehicles and stood outside under the dim lit park. He stared into her eyes and observed her smile. All he could think about was how badly he wanted to hold her in his arms. Small conversation happened but nothing seemed to matter as before long, she saw someone she knew drive by. She tried to duck behind her car, but she was worried that the driver might have recognized the car. She immediately gave him a hug and asked if he was happy now. He replied that he wasn’t but asked for a kiss. She gave him a kiss onthe neck, but she knew he wanted something more than that. He asked for one on the lips. She hestiated for a bit, but gave him one anyways. He really didn’t want to let her go, but he knew that he had to because he didn’t want her to get in trouble for sneaking around. She drove off in a quick fashion with him not far behind. She went one way, he went the other and they both went home. Later, he recieved a message from her saying that she feels guilty everytime they sneak off together. Even more guilty when they share a kiss. He tried to assure her that there was nothing to worry about. As the night went on, he began to think hard to himself. Maybe she felt guilty that she actually feels more loved than she does now, but doesn’t want to believe it? Or mayhaps that she’s worried that she may be falling for him and doesn’t want to hurt him in the process.
>_> Odd dream, no? I began to question, can a kiss still be a kiss, even if it’s between friends? What if one friend wanted it to be more than a kiss. Blegh. Just a confusing ordeal really. Just can’t seem to decipher it. I’m going to go eat my Ramen now.
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