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This is how it ends
It's time for me to go on
It's time for me to move on
And all I know is, you've been holding me down
Sorry how it had to end
Sorry how it all ended
I'm sorry but I still don't know what I did
Times are hard, I know
Don't know why I got shoved
In the corner, I don't know what I did
You should've known that it
Wasn't ever gonna go fair and
How it ended, I'm still wondering'
Why things are so darn hard
Sorry I couldn't be there
But I didn't do anything, I wish you would've cared
Don't know what I did wrong
Trying to write this song
Don't know what I did, maybe I couldve dared
Don't you know that you
Broke my heart into two
Couldn't ever make it, I'm just trying to get through
Maybe things aren't so bad
The past is gone, too sad
I'm just thinkin', how did this come so fast
I thought that you were my friend
We'd be together til the end
But I was wrong, I don't know what I did
Maybe we can still make up
Maybe that does nothing
But I'm still here, I'm with you til the end
I'm trying to remember when
I these things you said
I did, I don't remember when
I said any of these things
Maybe it's coming back to me
But I know who stabbed you in the back
I know it wasn't me
I only my family
That's all that happened, even if you don't believe
I know that this is hard
Forgiving is too tough
And I can say, I'm leaving you for good
If you can't trust me
How can you trust your family
I didn't do anything, I wish that you could see
That there is no lies
Get out of your stupid pride
And all I know is, I'd do anything
Just to have you here
Laughing like we used to
Maybe things are, better off this way
I don't care about life
If you're not in it
Why should I even go on
You know I'd do anything
Just to see you smile
But what I know might make you go away
But Katy, if you just could see
What this is doing to me
I'd rather go and kill myself again
Not slice across but down
Look in the mirror and write
"And all I know is, I didn't do that..."