Ok, in one of my previous journals, I was talking about how my best friend moved away and I wasn't sure about my new friend because she's not the same. Well, I started to think.. and maybe that's why I like this "new friend" so much, too. I mean, they both bring out different sides of me. I couldn't just set them next to eachother and say who I like best. And it's totally unfair to say I can't have a variety of friends because that's what makes each one so special to me.
One of them can let me be a total goof, and the great thing is, I'm completely comfortable with it! (Which, usually I wouldn't be.) She's always been able to keep my in a good mood and when I'm not, she'll make stupid faces or something until I smile. haha =] I know for a fact that she would never judge me and she would always be there when I need her (even if it's not literally). I miss her SOOOOOO much, I think about her all the time. ='[
The other just.. I'm not sure, it's hard to explain. She inspires me. She makes me want to be different. She is so creative and just.. I don't know, but I love it! I love being around her and I look up to her so much. I know she's not perfect, haha, she can be a spaz sometimes, too, but I can't help but think she's just so great. Whenever I'm around her I just want to be all smiley. She can make me feel so comfortable yet so intimidated at the same time. And I can't explain why... =/
They both make me so happy and I don't know how I could possibly try to choose between them (and I'm so glad I'll never have to). I love them both and sometimes for very different but then, for all of the same reasons.. if that made sense. I kinda feel like I could continue blathering away all night with what's on my mind but I'll either repeat myself (alot) or stop making any sense whatsoever.
In my other entry, I think I was just feeling very negative about myself and the people around me, so this was just my positive point of view. X]
One of them can let me be a total goof, and the great thing is, I'm completely comfortable with it! (Which, usually I wouldn't be.) She's always been able to keep my in a good mood and when I'm not, she'll make stupid faces or something until I smile. haha =] I know for a fact that she would never judge me and she would always be there when I need her (even if it's not literally). I miss her SOOOOOO much, I think about her all the time. ='[
The other just.. I'm not sure, it's hard to explain. She inspires me. She makes me want to be different. She is so creative and just.. I don't know, but I love it! I love being around her and I look up to her so much. I know she's not perfect, haha, she can be a spaz sometimes, too, but I can't help but think she's just so great. Whenever I'm around her I just want to be all smiley. She can make me feel so comfortable yet so intimidated at the same time. And I can't explain why... =/
They both make me so happy and I don't know how I could possibly try to choose between them (and I'm so glad I'll never have to). I love them both and sometimes for very different but then, for all of the same reasons.. if that made sense. I kinda feel like I could continue blathering away all night with what's on my mind but I'll either repeat myself (alot) or stop making any sense whatsoever.
In my other entry, I think I was just feeling very negative about myself and the people around me, so this was just my positive point of view. X]
