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Hi guys, spring break is boring. The only part I looked forward to was sleeping and even that is getting old. The solace of my midnight world has forsaken me, and I no longer dream like I used to. My brother is always either on the computer playing Starcraft a game for idiots, or mad at me for taking a few minutes online for myself, so he can't play. I can't stand the nagging anymore, from him or my parents. And the only chance I had to get well and away from them for pretty much all day is completely blown. All because of a stupid alarm that I set for PM instead of AM, like an idiot. I should have known to double check it, because that is the mistake I always make, but no, like the idiot I am, I forgot to. I forgot that I was off by TWELVE HOURS! I should have seen that little dot on the side of the clock that said PM. As you can so clearly see I am not in the least upset by my own stupidity. Now I am stuck at home for the rest of the day, a very unpleasant prospect, let me tell you. I have to pretend that that I am happy and not at all disappointed at the prospect of a day with my family when I came so close to spending a day with my friends and all I want to do is scream at them to just leave me alone, that hate that they want to know everything I do, think and feel, and that that is not being loving, involved parents, that is being annoying, interfering busybodies. I am surrounded by inadequacy. My brother and sister can't do anything right, my parents can't do anything without pissing me off, I can't make plans without ruining them. My life sucks and I can't do anything about it. WHY??? I was told that these are the best years of our lives, the teenage ones, and that it all goes down hill from here. Right now I'm thinking, s**t, this is as good as it gets? I am going to have a very shitty life.

Posted by: filia maris Thu Mar 27, 2008 @ 06:05pm

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Commented on: Fri Mar 28, 2008 @ 01:29am


	YOU MEET NICE PEOPLE IN THE ASYLUM. jk, but joseph and I are going to attempt a repeat on saturday, we can hang out at my house with my comp and my xbox and xbox 360. I didn't wake up until 10:00, and I was over half and hour away and my grandma made me eat breakfast first. And then I couldn't find him until about noon.

Commented on: Fri Mar 28, 2008 @ 06:06am


	That might work, gives me details.

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Commented on: Fri Mar 28, 2008 @ 07:10am


	Joseph is working on it, and he said something about set construction on Friday so we had to do Saturday. Anyways, same times, bring some money. The I don't know what is playing at the theater, but we have shops and restaurants and a safeway to go to. We also have a KFC, a Taco Bell, a Dairy Queen, a movie rental place, Ixtapas is the best Mexican style restaurant I have been to. Also two parks. One is tiny, the other has a small river and lots of land behind it to wander in.

Commented on: Fri Mar 28, 2008 @ 06:13pm


	Alright, I'll try to pass it by the 'rents.

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Commented on: Fri Mar 28, 2008 @ 07:06pm


	Good. Just Joseph and me was almost boring.

Commented on: Sun Mar 30, 2008 @ 08:47pm


	And I could have made it unboring? Right.

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Commented on: Mon Mar 31, 2008 @ 12:34am


	You did make it unboring. somewhat.

Commented on: Mon Mar 31, 2008 @ 01:54am


	Really? I'm flattered.

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Commented on: Mon Mar 31, 2008 @ 07:28am


	I mean, it's not like it could have gotten more boring.

Commented on: Thu Apr 10, 2008 @ 04:34am


	It was that bad?

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Commented on: Fri Apr 11, 2008 @ 08:40am


	It was okay. Joseph is pretty awesome. Of course, I am more awesome.

Commented on: Sun Apr 13, 2008 @ 10:46pm


	Conceited much?

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Commented on: Tue Apr 15, 2008 @ 04:45am


	I am the most modest person alive, thankyouverymuch.

Commented on: Tue Apr 15, 2008 @ 04:53am


	And I am her high high high highness the Czarina of Mars.

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Commented on: Wed Apr 16, 2008 @ 05:11am


	I WILL CONQUER MARS AND MAKE IT MY SLAVE WORLD. YOUR DOOM HAS COME, MARTIAN.

Commented on: Wed Apr 16, 2008 @ 05:34am


	Good luck with that, we have a very good defense and thanks to your foolishly spilling your own plans I shall have them strengthen even more. Bwahah! You shall never defeat us!

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Commented on: Thu Apr 17, 2008 @ 08:13am


	I am Death. I have destroyed nations, races, WORLDS. I am the devourer, I am the darkness of eternity. There is no resistance, there is no victory. I am Inevitable, Inexorable, I am the Void.

Commented on: Fri May 02, 2008 @ 02:39pm


	"Resistance is futile." Where have I heard that one before? You coming to the play? Its today and tomorrow and next Thursday and Friday at seven and tomorrow and next Saturday at two. You should come.

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Commented on: Fri May 02, 2008 @ 03:08pm


	I already have mah tickets for friday. that is today. And I said, There is no resistance. A new spin.

Commented on: Sun May 04, 2008 @ 11:30pm


	Did you like it? God, we missed you.

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Commented on: Mon May 05, 2008 @ 03:37am


	Why the hell do you all have to hug me so much? My grandma was there. yeah, it was pretty good.

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