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Bah i have never understood what was so good about good Friday and this year was no exception in fact i feel this year was a worse example.

my husbands grandmother died right before my eyes no matter what we did or the paramedics did once they showed up i suffered 45 minutes of faint hope from faint vital signs i really respected that woman and we lived right below her too.

then not satisfied with taking away such a good person whatever forces are out there decide i don't need a cat anymore and mine runs away in the confusion not to come back or be seen since so here i am in tears wondering why fate hates me and wanting just to sleep when wow i get a great nights sleep not listening to my blind mouse run in circles so i just think oh she must have gotten scared by the noises and doesn't feel like running today...
NO life cant be that fair can it?
I went to check on her before leaving to meet a grieving friend and there she is half eaten no head on her body and barely any fur ! (mice eat their dead to keep predators and disease away when the body rots which implies she died at around 11pm on what day? supposed good Friday thats what day

Ill tell you GOOD FRIDAY YEAH RIGHT. scream