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Looking back upon my older (years old) posts, I feel a sense of ..
.. disgust.



I want to apologize for everyone for my behavior. domokun




lulz. I found some old notebooks at my mom's house that contain my old drawings and stuff; poems I wrote for class in middle school, "comics" i did, my ultimate plan for obtaining all the pokemon games (a list of finances i had, chores and other things i needed to do and dollar amounts for them), among other things. So amused. I wrote about cats a lot. :E

I dunno. After spending last weekend at my mom's house going back to my own just depressed me. It's so small, dark, cluttered.. We had brought a lot of laundry and things to do while it was free and just dumped it on the floor (in bags) when we got back. It's still there. I just don't really feel like cleaning up (the kitchen, among other things, is a mess) and neither does Will. We've been eating out this week to avoid it :/
ugh. But the lease is up in July.. have to wait until at least then. Just so, like, disappointing.
We're just so tired of such a shithole, but there is nothing to be done bawww



teacher has started complimenting my work in art class :] makes me happy. i turn in most things late because i really can't do the work at my house. It's dark and cramped and totally a buzz kill. I stay almost the full 3 hours each night working on it and he's noticed and says i'm a hard worker (along with noting my success in the design projects). Shrugs.. at least there is that.
I have like a whole book of notes I need to do for my history class. I'm going to start that either tonight or tomorrow morning. I should have it done in time. Only two weeks left of that class, and the other three go another month. I can't wait for this to be done although I'll probably miss having something to do when it's done. I have a lot of extra art supplies so maybe i'll work on projects i've wanted to do for awhile .. but again, I can't do art successfully in that house sad

and my writing class.. 10 page report on why we have to stop scientology's practices domokun I might actually be able to fill all the required space for once. The other ones I was struggling and did it wrong baw.

Ganked a backpack from my mom's house and it's easier on my back/shoulders (messenger back was pulling hard enough to give me a headache and REALLY bad shoulder/neck ache each night), though slightly harder to carry my portfolio with. I sling it over my shoulder and it slides off the straps though I think that's easily fixed. I check the ebay seller of the backpack i wanted and one like it is back up ;3 though i'm hesitant on getting it, since there is some earring/stretching things that I want to get as well .. got some money from housesitting. I think i'll go ask him now..

he's upstairs playing on a casio keyboard. so cute. x] (went back to mom's cuz i forgot my cellphone charger and there is still some laundry we left here that didn't fit back in the car). ughhhh

might go to a party in chicago this weekend!!! this i am excited for. <3 meet some peoples from the internetsss orsomething