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well, life is getting more stressful...
Lifes getting more stressful by the day. I lost someone important to me and he doesn't seem to see how I truly feel. Not only about him but about our relationship too. He won't listen to me...and now...He hates me. But it seems that at the sacrifice of loosing him my parents are....normal again, like, they don't talk down to me, my mom helped me look for dresses, my dad and I were finally able to sit down and talk about...nothing! But I still miss my love. My feelings for him won't change...not ever. If I have to wait 4 more years than, I shall wait and hopefully he will too. I'm slightly jelous of my mom though. most of the guys she loved, loved her enough to move to be with her. Isn't that what the guys are supposed to do? I don't mean for him to make all the secrifices but, I made sacrifices too. I don't know, I hope things get better soon.
~~I love you Justin, always...
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