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Okay, so complaining to a stapler doesn't really do anything to boost you up when you're mad, so mebbe I'll try bitching in my journal. stressed
It's long, so only read it if you really want to.
First off: Today has not been a good day. domokun
Woke up utterly tired. I almost couldn't get out of bed. I guess this is what you'd call 'Getting uut on the wrong side of the bed' or something. I put on my blue Tee, which people have yet to figure out that that mean 'leave me friggin' alone untill I wake up'. Okay, so I haven't exactly told anyone that a PowerPuff Girls T-shirt signals grouchyness, but whatever. >.o
I'm nearly out of breakfast cereal, and Ill prolly be out before the next shopping day, which will haunt me at every random moment untill the cereal is gone, but if I'm asked if anything is needed from the store, I'll forget and say no. Oh gee, what a pleasant thought. Oh wow, what a long sentence. e.e
Mum kept nagging me about wearing a coat. I used the same old tired arguement 'I'm only ever outside for less than 5 minutes, I don't care if there's a snowstorm, I can make it safely from the house to the van, and from the van to the front of the school without catching a cold or drowning', but I'm begging to think that the real reason is just that I don't want to have to shove the puffy thing into my locker or wear it and look like a dork.
That was just the first 15 minutes of my day. gonk
Well, I got to school, and I must've looked like Hell, because everyone was all "Leamony, what's wrong?", and I hate it when people ask that simply when I'm sleepy! stressed Bags under eyes indicate lack of sleep, red of face indicates anger.
Got it?
Good.
Don't let me catch you forgetting.
Now, the interesting thing about my day is it would seem to get a bit better, and then just oh so randomly decide to get worse. So it was like they wanted me to get to the point of screaming, hand a me a dollar to make up for it, and then kick me in the shins.
Well, a good thing was that we changes seats in Japanese, and now I'm sitting right next to Brittany... or at least close enough to talk to her easily. For once, I'm not singled out in a corner. crying
In Orchestra, we got a new song, called 'Celtic Christmas'. I like it, it's a beet hard to play, but once I get the beat down I'll prolly have it. It's stuck in my head right now. ^~^ Ba dum dee dumdum dumdum dumm..
Lost my math homework.
And it seems like fith/sixth period just wanted to kill me. I waited forvere just to get IN the classroom! There was a clear shot, but the few people in that nearly-clear area ALL got into my way! stressed And they walked so S L O W!! THREE people! All headed different ways! scream ARGH!! I finally get in there, and Jennifer's sitting on my desk. Why? I dunno. But I waited patiently for her to get off, only for a boy who's name I'll prolly never learn to sit on it. So I decided to tray and squeeze inbetween two desks to get to mine and push him off, when I hear a small ripping noise. I ripped the knee of my pants! gonk It's a small hole, but I didn't even feel my leg up against something. This wouldn't bug me so much because then it would be a good excuse to just rip both the knees completely, except that it feels like I broke my kneecap on that little brush-up. crying I've been hobbling all day. My hip is hurting terribly for reasons unkown, and my kneecap on the opposite leg is constantly hurting...
On the bus ride home, I ended up with Brandon sitting next to me. eek gonk If you don't know who he is, consider yourself lucky. If you're one of my friends in reality, then you understand what I went through. He was all making these loud high-pitchjed noises... >.o It was like screaming, but not. My ear still hirts from it. Well, that was one of the few times in my life were I kept hallucinating that I was either stabbing him in the neck so that he couldn't draw in breath and make that terrible noise while severing his voice box, or scratching his face off. I seriouse, it was all I could do to keep from screaming and smacking him in the face. scream I was whispering the whole time "Change seats. Move. Leave. GO AWAY" I was SO glad to get off the bus! I don't care if it was raining, getting off of GREAT.
... and then I got on Gaia, and I received 2k from LB for my abcoat quest, and 1k as part of a gift from Dark. 3nodding That really cheered things up for me. Although, I owe KAZZ 15k for a shirt he gave me, but I'm keeping the 3k put aside. Or, I could just not pay him, and see what happens. And just to keep track, I've received my gift from Ruarc. 3nodding Most generous yet. whee I won't post how much he gave me.. dunno why, though. o.O
Then I remembered that there's this song I have for piano I need to learn, and I haven't practiced all week, amd my lesson is tomorrow, and
I have a VERY limited amount of time to have is learned and memorized! It's way above my level (if I practiced more it wouldn't be) and I'm struggling alot to get it down. gonk I meant to practice again tonight, but it's too late in the evening. Well, when I finished my practicing (my fingers had lost thier feeling and I was pissed) I got back on Gaia. xp Luckily, I managed to calm down.
Which is a good thing. I have an explosive temper, and today was just about enough to set it off. Seriously, the last time I was nearly set off I let out a bit of steam by biting Katie's head off over sitting in my chair in the fith grade. O.o Keyosha said that I look REALLY scary like that, 'cause my face gets all twisted and stuff..
Yeah, she saw me scream for a breif moment. xp
Welp, that's it. Congrats on getting thorugh that whole thing. *feels much better now*
 Leamony · Wed Nov 03, 2004 @ 04:51am · 2 Comments |
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