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Never mind...it was too good to be true...
you know what I give. I must be hurting him that much so I give. I truly loved that man more than anything in this entire ******** world but...I guess it's not ment for now. I still have hope....I still have heart...I'm aching and so is he....It's just....some sacrifices we cannot all make....Me moving there, I guess I don't expect him to truely understand. Him moving here....I guess I don't true understand either. I can't move there because:
-I have an intership here at a vet office that will give me an advantage when trying to get into the vet program.
-I have already been excepted to two colleges here.
-The college I plan on going to here will be more hands on in learning than it will in GA.
-My parents are paying for my education and I can stay home,
His reasons:
-doesn't like the weather. (neither do i but at least summer looks good)
-Closer friends are in GA, doesn't know anyone in chicago. (mine are too but I'm dealing)
-He has sacrificed or done enough for me already. (in my opinion, so have I)
either way it doesn't matter now and people can't try to make their life revolve around those of others. I still do envy my mom though. she is so strong willed. Im so quiet and meek and I hardly ever talk back...but now...I have to try and deal with this pain...it hurts...it truly does...
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