She's in the hospital right now and I'm scared she won't come out. I keep talking as if everything will be fine and dandy but I fear it won't. Inside I feel that she will die...that I'll never get to talk to her again...and it's eating away at me. I haven't talked to her in a long while and I miss her so much.
I also worry for my other friend. She's having so much stress lately and I hate it so very much. She doesn't need it at all and yet she gets it. I'm worried for what it will do to her. She's seeming to become more and more depressed...I don't think too many people see it.
I also about many other things but I haven't voiced those to a single soul...because I sometimes think that if I do...the fear will become a reality and I'll lose my grip.
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