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well
today was the furneral
from the time i was there, no one was crying...but me silently holding on my grandmother looking down at my great grandmothers' peacful seemingly peacful sleeping look.
as the time prgressed i had discovered majority of the grandchildren of the newly dead had put everything together.
Not once did i see a picture of my grandfather (the oldest son) with his mother.
now, my mother has an illness that demands the temperture to be about 60 degrees.
the room was about 70 so i helped by fanning her...people stared and i glared back and when some commented on the situtation in a bad disrespectful manner...i wanted to rip their heads off...they made my mother feel terrible...
THEN when it came time to speak for/about great grandma...my grandfather didn't speak for they didn't put him in the sermon but the other sons and daughters...
disgracful

Plan i will never act on but really would like to:
beat them with my black high heels and yell them what-for

plan i will do:
....well...hell if i know..i just want to beat those stuck up bitches that planned the funeral and the ones that showed my grandfather and mother disrespect