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yes, im leaving gaia
sory bt this time its not a joke
this is too much of a lie, people her act diffrently as in real life
for example, nen wouldent really act like that in real life, scolding people with vulgarities, im sure he has more manners than that
im very sure hes jsut putting on a macho front for a little boy inside

to be honest, if i met esuta in real life i wont even know what to say to her ......
i was reading my old manga when i found a pic of my ex-gf cosplaying as yuna in her wedding gound (when she was supose 2 marry seymour) she was just a dream, we were divided by too much, she was from a dif crew, she was smarter than me. just to name a few things

yes i do still love her, she was the one that got me to go back to school after 1/2 year of droping out. she took my first kiss, and she the only girl i had sex with. she thought me to study, helped me pull my grades up. esuta will just end up like her a dream that will never come true.

i really wished i didint leave her, she suported me all the way. the love we had was more mature, we kept our love a secret, we knew if we told anyone, problems will happen

she was a dream, like esuta is now. im leaving gaia to get a real life
yes i am a coward and i know it
maybe one day i will return to this dream to live it once again for a while, bt nevermore

i do love angel alot, the stars made us compatible by horoscope bt sepretable by fate

ps: esuta study hard and stop drinking and smoking, find new friends no matter how hard it is, i did it and so can you,

im still single, maybe till i start forgetting about dreams and starting a real life for once

as the bloody roses quote goes, let frienship and respect hold us together and fate pull us apart

and the dead dolls quote, we all have a heaven inside
pls dont steal any of these quotes, as they belong to real crews, (mine and angels)

i will return to gaia, be it tmr the day after or when im 211

stare i will NOT give away my intems or gold, i dont beileve anyone on gaia is close enought to me 2 really be a comrade in arm, bt just someone i know
im sory esuta bt that goes for you too


angel has moved to china, thats the reason of our break up
ive been doing btr at my studies
and both crews split up to make the following crews with new or old members
devil home, core ride, black stain, earth forest, public garden and dead flowers


esther, ur btr off with someone else, u have so many guys that like you
as for everybody else, see u in hell wink
i meant that

i dont give a ******** what youve got to say, cos u probally wont understand, esther will be happier without me

highlight all the text to read some messages i wrote in