.♥Mia Says:♥ .
I hate hurting people's feelings...but I have the disgrace to be liked by people ...idk why yeah you can say I am good looking everyone says that but it is something else, I know good looking girls who are not like me, i mean for you to understand they date a guy then if they feel things are not going well they just dump him and that's it move to the next....I just cant ...its like I care too much about the other person...I cant stand when a guy is sad because I broke up with him it is like I feel so much responsible....and sad...I think I'm a very bad person for doing that and feel like crap, thing is there it start my problem because Idk what to do.
Plus I have feelings for a couple of guys sometimes for different reasons and I can't identify ....sometimes I can't stand a guy who is lonely I have this feeling I really want to see him happy...I just dont want anyone to be unhappy, I dont want anyone to feel apart or brokenhearted..I dont want anyone to feel sad because of love..or any other reason...
Every night I help on a site where people want to commit suicide as a volunteer ...I end up so sad when next day and day after day they come back telling the most horrible stories and I can't help them....sometimes I just can't do anything...and when I log out I sometimes cry and pray for them...I just want to make a difference and feel so frustrated when my hands are tied....
help?.♥ .
