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Wings one
When I awake I am in a place were it is only black the water beneath me is red and my jet-black dress is wet against my body. As I lay there I listen to ever question that crosses my mind…. why was I born, why im I here, why was I the way I was? I start to walk through the water; it came up to my chest. I walk in the black nothingness of my mind till I reach something that looks like a man all dressed in black with his hood covering his head…I walk up to him and ask him who he is, he responds “you know exactly who I am”. I start to poor out all my questions on to him hoping he knows the answers. “Why was I born” he responds to me once again “everybody is born for a reason my dear, you just need to find your reason for life”. It was silent till I asked the next question “every one I said I’ve said I hated in life…is it true that my heart really hates them”, he sighs “my dear, out of every one you have said you have ever hated you only hate but one, your father” I started to cry, my tears of blood almost just as dark as the skies. Then he took of his hood, he has brown long hair only going over his ears and the most beautiful green eyes I have ever seen in my life…he looks at me and wipes my tears away with his sleeve. “You’re a strong young woman, your heart is pure” he gave me a smile. “Heavens gate wont open for me when I die I’ll be waiting outside the gates with my jet-black wings”…he looks in to my brown eyes “ you have not sinned greatly my dear, you just have to ask god to forgive you, and ever since you’ve met the special one of yours you’ve be traveling down the right path”…. “The special one of mine”. My heart suddenly felt heavy. I put my hand over my heart and ask him another question. “This feeling in my heart what does it mean” he smiles at me “that feeling in your heart is love….”. “Yes, love, and this special one you speak of makes me happy”. He comes closer and touches my face “yes…. he does, you have answered your own question and now you finally understand”… To be continued Wings two After my encounter with that man I walked on through the red waters thinking of him. I’ve decided to call him Jamie the prince of the shadows. He said I found the answers but now I needed to know how to get out of what seemed like my own mind. There is a slightly small shallow part in the water were I see a little girl with long brown hair that went down to her butt she was wearing a spring time dress with flowers, I walked up to her as I now know she was crying. “Little girl why are you crying” she looked up at me and smiled slightly “excuse me for asking miss, but why are you here” I’m confused because I didn’t know why I was here in this place either. “Im not so sure im actually trying to find a way out, but still, why were you crying” she comes up to me and holds my hand “because im alone, mommy and daddy fight a lot so I made my own world here”. I decided to walk with her down the shallow path. “So do you know the way out little one” I asked her gently…she was silent “…. I’ll show you” she smiled at me and I couldn’t help but to smile back…then we heard screaming. The little girl lets go of my hand and places them over her ears as she cries. “Who is that screaming”? She looked at me with the most scared and sad eyes ever. “Mommy and daddy, your not safe here so I will help you to the light side” her wrist started to bleed as she took my hand once more. We reach a door and I knee down to say good-bye to the little girl. “Thank you but what is your name?” …. She smiled maliously “ my name is in your memories” she grabbed my neck and held me under water, I start to fade away, wondering who she is…but towards the end I realize…she’s…me…
Wings three
…Every thing was dark…I slowly awaken…. but im somewhere new….im in a place that is oddly familiar. I got up and started to walk around, the house was abandoned and cold, I open a door that led to a stair case, I started to walk down slowly viewing the pictures on the wall that were left there. It was a family of five a father, a mother, a daughter, and two sons. My heart started to hurt, as I remember those faces, it was my family. When I reached the bottom of the stairs there was a door that was opened slightly. I walk in and see Jamie. “Jamie!”…He looks over “hello my dear”. A little girl looks from out behind him; it was me my younger self. “So you’ve met your inner child,” he says picking up the little me and holding her in his caring arms, “yes I have, she helped me out of that nothing I was in” I walk over to them and I stare straight into the eyes of my younger self, her gentle brown eyes filled with such pain and sorrow made my heart sink. “ my two angels its not safe here either”….I didn’t understand “what do you mean its not safe” I take a step back. “What I mean is that your fears will soon find you” I still didn’t understand. “I shall put you some were safe, some were you can hide till you find your way out of this darkness” he put my younger self witch he evidently calls “Aimee” down and says “ you will wake up in a completely different place you my not be safe there but you should know how to defeat it” he walks closer to me, I take another step back “what do you mean when you say I’ll know how to defeat it?”…He sighs and looks at me with a heart full of love and honesty “ you know how to defeat this because you’re the one who created it”…I was so surprised that I could barely talk…but it was to late Jamie sent me away and my world broke like a mirror…now I was just wondering were I would awake next…
Wings four I awake again in a place in this darkness witch I guess I have created over my depressing years of life. I find myself in a silent town inside of a church; Aimee was lying on the bench closest by the door. My head starts to over flow with thoughts of him…the special one that makes me want to live, the on I shall always remember in my heart, even if I lose all my memories my past with him will always remain there because I love him that much and now I’ll do anything to get back to my life and be with him. “ Aimee, were is the way out of here” I said walking by her side “um the door, silly”…she didn’t understand the question. “No Aimme, I mean out of this darkness, out of this hell I have created…” she still looks a bit puzzled, but she answers “Jamie should know, but …I’m guessing you’d have to fight what you’ve created, ya know what make you sad and depressed”. Aimee was right but now I just had to look for the cause of all my pain…and I know just were to find it…” Aimee lets go. I have to get out of here and make sure you grow up to be successful, that you don’t grow up like the way you are now”. As aimme and I start to leave the church when she started to cry and stop dead in her tracks, I turn to her and look into her eyes…just as sad as before “hunnie, what’s wrong?” she just looked at me and choked on her words “ I don’t want to fight the evil one, she’ll hurt me or mommy” she looked as serious as a 5 year old could be, but I know what she’s going through her heart is mine. I held out my hand for her “aimme I will protect you as long as I am here” she sniffled her nose and wiped her tears away “you promise”. I give her a soft smile “yes I promise”…
WINGS 5 we walked till we reached a house that had a strong evil power that called to me…. i whispered to myself “and now, all my questions shall be answered…” I didn’t hesitate to run inside, Aimee was following not for behind. As soon as we got into the house it looked like the darkest depth of hell. Aimee and I ran through the decay and flames… “I’m scared!” Aimee screams from behind me “don’t stop running its not gonna get us, not today” she seemed to become stronger and ran faster…. we finally reached a end. It was in a room that looked like my own in reality…only darker…much DARKER. There was a girl standing in the corner that was laughing viciously, she turned around and she was I, she was my darker side, thus I was the light. “I am every thing you fear dying alone, pain, darkness, the one who hurt you, the one who hurts you more, I am all of those and more…and today you will die at my feet” I was scared of myself but I wanted to destroy my darker side “your just my past, you don’t hurt or scar me in anyway” she smirks at me and what seems like thousands of cuts appear on her arm and blood spills out on to the floor “are you sure, I have scared you many times” I wanted to cry at the sight of my own blood, but instead I grab a dagger that is sticking out of the decaying wall and threw it at her “ow, you hurt me” she said sarcastically. Then Jamie entered my hell, “you have to use magic” I was confused, I had know idea how to do magic “what, how” he looked at me and I could feel that he knew I was stronger “use the magic from the inside of your heart”….i still didn’t quite understand but I tried I filled my heart with all my power and hate so I could cast it all out to destroy the part of me I no longer wanted in my past nor, my future. A red orb of light took over my hand and I held it out in front of me getting ready to send myself down to the darkest pit of hell, she looked at me and said “ you may kill me now…but I’ll never leave, I will be there when you do something wrong and want to make it stop, then you’ll see the knife, you’ll pick it up, then your heart will be filled with your pain and regret, knife now digging in your skin, u start to get all those bad memories back, blood comes from under the knife, you finally decide there’s nothing to live for” aimme was screaming behind me “make her stop please make her stop” the red orb in my hand got bigger….i was biting down on my lip so hard that is bled, I let her continue “then at the end you’ll dig deeper and deeper till you have bled to death” ….I was pissed “NO, your wrong, im stronger then that I’m stronger then to let you get the best of me, now DIE” I screamed before shooting the red orb toward her….my darker sides last words to me were “big mistake but I’ll be back” she disappeared into nothing. I fall to the floor from how weak I now was, I was trying to catch my breath... “I knew you could do it” Jamie said kneeling down by my side “you’ve escaped your own grasps and now you can return,” he padded my head as I start to black out and enter my reality but I heard him say, “Your such a strong girl karly, I’m always guarding you”….at that moment his face disappeared and I awake in my world…..Jamie kept his promise for he is still my guardian
i wrote this a while ago but i still like it alot and amaya this should awnser your questions
Chisato Ayume Hikari-Miyuzaki
iBoo_Love · Fri May 09, 2008 @ 12:04am · 0 Comments |
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