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IF DERS TOMOROW 4 MEH....
may 9 2008.. its my enlistment day... wat a bad day for meh... hayy... its hard that ur love one are far from u... and the big problem... she didnt want to pm u or txt u... (she is online now at gaia) but she didnt like to pm meh... i think she was bc... hmm... but why she didnt txt me or wat... i give her a lod.. and she txt me this morning but i have to go so i decided to txt her later... but now.. she didnt reply.. i see she was online and i pm her.. but no response.. its hard... i know.. that i only her "X" now.. but i treat her my girlfrend.. again.. i dont want to lose her... or give her to someone.. but the truth is i know that some one own her now... "wat a thin mind" i do really know that she was with other now.. but my mind and heart still finding her.. its hurt.. its hurt a lot... how did this do to meh... its unfair... huhuhu.. my tears dont fall.. i know.. its too late.. this is my fault.. "my own fault" my only hope is to see her after 2 yers... but how... if theres tomorow for me.. if the time i will back but she didnt come.. my world will be crashes whole apart.. we promise to each other i know... that she love meh... and i know that someday... my paintfull day will be last...
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