We had this party thingy today at school and I’ve got to tell you, it sucked. Five hours on the upper field which turns into a giant dust bowl.
I'm all crusty and sun burnt stare
But being dumped outside with 800 or so of my classmates made me realize how much I hate that school.
I saw kids I had been completely attached to and we couldn't even make eye contact.
A group of my current friends and I all stuck together and there was this other group of kids we just aren't friends with (I don't know why) but we're all technically in the same scene, anyhow it was like rival gangs! it was the weirdest s**t I’ve ever been involved it and i've been involved in some pretty weird s**t!
The Point: I was thinking about last year and how happy I was and I've realized, this year sucked. I lost some of my very best friends, I've put up with so much s**t and I've played emotional trash can for the past eight and a half months. The only big plus this year is I haven't puked yet.
I guess what I'm saying is if I could I'd trade everything I've got to live last year again, even if I knew everything was just going to fall apart, I would do it in a heartbeat.
I'm all crusty and sun burnt stare
But being dumped outside with 800 or so of my classmates made me realize how much I hate that school.
I saw kids I had been completely attached to and we couldn't even make eye contact.
A group of my current friends and I all stuck together and there was this other group of kids we just aren't friends with (I don't know why) but we're all technically in the same scene, anyhow it was like rival gangs! it was the weirdest s**t I’ve ever been involved it and i've been involved in some pretty weird s**t!
The Point: I was thinking about last year and how happy I was and I've realized, this year sucked. I lost some of my very best friends, I've put up with so much s**t and I've played emotional trash can for the past eight and a half months. The only big plus this year is I haven't puked yet.
I guess what I'm saying is if I could I'd trade everything I've got to live last year again, even if I knew everything was just going to fall apart, I would do it in a heartbeat.
