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	I HATE MYSELF!!!!!!!!!
	I HATE MYSELF!!!!!!!!!


i keep running myself into a ditch!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im digging my on grave!!!! i keep being so lazy and not working and stuff. i know that crystal is right and that is what sucks!!!! the crappy thing is that it's only in SS. im just. . . .AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want to scream and cry and idk what else. half of it is because i don't know what to do. the other half is when what i try to, i can't. i guess i just have psycological problem but i can't help it!!!!!!!!!!!! and i hate myself for it. i really do. i want to physically harm myself because of it. but i can't stop. i need help, but i don't know what to do. qaflamingo · Tue May 13, 2008 @ 02:51am · 5 Comments


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My dream avi!!! help me!!!

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Qa_Safe
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Tue May 13, 2008 @ 12:52pm

DONT U DARE HARM URSELF! and for the ss thing. Just keep going. we only have a week left of school. U can make it. no standardized testing. just finals. so sstudy for them and ull befine. dont worry to much over it. ILY!

rosaliechale
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Sat May 17, 2008 @ 02:17am

(addie)- it's ok, the school year is almost over.
(malini)- plus, ms. barteaux is not as bad as ms.king. She would give you a 2 hour lecture about how the finals will be huge and crap. ms. barteaux is doing an elaborate review with.
(addie)- You can't stop the beat. Ever since the whole world began, a woman found out if she shakes it she could shake up a man..........................

qaflamingo
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Sat May 17, 2008 @ 02:33am

wow

Ebil-NekoCat
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Wed May 21, 2008 @ 03:35am

Just keep holding on, Peyton. All of this will work out in the end. We just have to try to get through. Sure, sometimes we mess up, but that's what life's about. We just need to try again. And we have to settle when things aren't perfect. We're close to the end, so we just have to make the best of it. Just keep trying, and don't give up. Everyone loves you, and we wouldn't want you hurting yourself.

qaflamingo
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Wed May 21, 2008 @ 12:34pm

thank you guys so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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