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Other things: Everyone pissed me off... I dont care they all did. And my day was horrible, no-one ******** cares anymore. I could walk into school kill myself and no-one would notice. Hell I said out loud I was going to kill myself... Nobody acknowleged it, or even noticed I said anything. Everyday I have to yell at people to get their attention and then they just tell me to leave them the ******** alone. I'm tired of it, and one day I will kill myself I swear. Everyone hates me and those who think they know me don't. If your a 'Gaia friend' well your over the internet how in the hell do you know if you really hate me or not? Well I just wish someone would really notice me and care about me... Not even my mother does, she just uses me as a tool, then leaves me alone to cook and get things myself. I ask her a question the only thing I get is ******** silence! I'm seriously tired of it. I dont know how much more I can take it... Consider this a warning if you really do care about me. If you do tell me... It may save my life, that is if I really do try.. And there is a high as hell chance I might.