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Well, this just in: I found out today that Chocolate Skittles have been released in Canada! Guess what I did? Bought a bag! They were the most delicious, exquisite things I have ever tasted that came out of a bag. Yes, this means they beat the s**t out of potato chips. =) On another note, I've just been perscribed some anti-depressants. I'm taking Wellbutrin, I started out with 30 caps. So for this whole month, I was told they won't take in effect until 6 weeks pass. =( But oh well, as long as I finally have treatment for my depression that has been an ongoing problem my whole life. I am quite happy. Unfortunately, also very VERY anxious, because so many question arose in my brain, as always, my imagination gets the best of me: I thought to myself, "will these things change me?" "Will the side effects be overpowering?" "Will having my emotions in control feel... natural?" And other questions. I guess I always overthink situations, and make things harder than they actually are. But really, can you blame me? Depression really ******** with your brain and your way of thinking itself. I hope I'm not changed for the worse after I take them...