This is a pretty sad poem about how I felt near the end of my relationship with my first boyfriend. I couldn't write it until now, and it's been about a year and a half.
Thought it would work you seemed so like me A guise to get your wish, acting.
Always told me what I didn't want to hear I was a ghost, invisible to you.
You broke my heart, but didn't know Emotionally done, but not in name.
Acting surprised thinking it was a joke You were at fault; the rumors, the lies.
I was forgotten so quickly, still a ghost. Spoken to, but with no feeling, emotionally dead.
All I felt was anger, hate. You broke me, tears that shouldn't have been shed.
I can't give any more words to you. The've dried up in my mouth.
You no longer exist in my mind Just a ghost, invisible to me.
I had to write this, it just feels much better now that I wrote that down.
aelliflame · Tue Aug 16, 2005 @ 02:53am · 6 Comments |