I broke up with my boyfriend today on what I thought was his cell phone. He hasn't called me for a long time so I was really angry. I was sick of being ignored by my boyfriends. It was his mom's cell phone and she didn't like my angry messages. She said he was busy visiting his father whom he hadn't seen in a long time. So, yeah... i hate myself, but he could have told me. Like that would happen though. Who wants to tell me something, I don't like me so why should anybody else. It's not just that he hadn't called me now though. My friend told him a month ago to call me more often and he said he'd only be gone for a few days so I expected him to call more than once in a month. I dunno, I guess nobody wants to talk to me anyway he would have called if he had. And then my mom is trying to set me up with the guys that cut our grass. I guess she doesn't understand that guys don't heal emo! crying
aelliflame · Wed Jun 21, 2006 @ 05:52am · 4 Comments |