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Wow, it's been so long I haven't put up an entry, and so much has happened since then.. Last time I posted was on Tue Apr 01, 2008 @ 09:15pm. I suppose I better start typing.

ON GAIA;;
Well, I've changed on profile, and this new one matches my avatar. I look insane. Any how, my quest are going well as well. Currently going for the Bammi Hat. It's devilish cute. I've also joined a Free Art thread. You can find the link in my profile if you're interested. Other wise eh... Nothing is really new on Gaia. Oh well, there's a lot of jerks around, but I suppose that's not new, it's something that recently hit me though. Hit me again, actually. We intend to know things, but not to be consien(sp?) about.

AT SCHOOL;;
Oh, wow! I had so much projects and orals to do. But I'm glad all that is over now. I also did the first part of my French final exam the writing production part. I got a 52%! I needed 60% to pass. Aka, I failed the writing production for this year.. It's actually my first time I fail something big like this. I'm not worried though, the average for that exam was the limit, 60%. Lots of others failed this final exam. Although, this one only counts for 40% of our final note. I can still earn some points, everything is possible. Otherwise, I did my English exam, how easy was it? I think I aced it, seriously. Other wise, all my other exams are coming up.. I got four to do, and I need to finish coloring a drawing in plastic art class. How amazing, it's the first drawing I do for an art class. Last time she made us decorate a spoon/knife/fork..

THE PLAY;;
I did it!! The play in dramatic arts!! The 4th of June, 2008, a day to remember! It was amazing, everyone did superb and I thought, for once, that i was gorgeous?! The play itself got my self esteem go up. The girl who did my hair and make up was great, I thank her. She was the one that during the play practice, told me little things I could change while playing, she was encouraging, and made me feel like a freaking princess. Everyone loved the play. To enter, you needed to have a ticket but the ticket was free to get. People really thought we should have put a price, that it deserved one. Was it that good?! I'm still stressed, stunned, all an happy feeling! Dramatic Arts is really something I love to do.

DRAWINGS;;
Oh woah, I've drawn quite lots. Practice, practice, practice! I still haven't defined my art style though.. I've given quite a few art freebies around the freebies subforum on Gaia, and drawing during [some] school lunches. I'm getting a little loose with poses now. I can create without references more easily. Meaning, I don't have to look at myself in the mirror, or get out one of my baby's sister doll any more to get an idea. I can start on paper directly! I also 'vebeen doing a few sexy poses to experiment. Other wise. this past month I've been drawing lots. Practice, practice, practice! I'll surely get better soon! I hope..

AT HOME;;
It couldn't be more depressive. My brothers aren't stopping. I'm their favorite victim. It's been over a year now. They don't treat me like a sister at all.. I have to lock myself in my room the music to the maximum not to hear their insults now, because I don't want to hear them.

RANDOM;;
So much going up in my head! From emotional to physical! Lets just say that, I can't wait for summer, alone, peaceful time. Glad I have music and my pencils[with paper or any surface] to run into when I'm lost right now.


Any how, i don't feel like typing more, although, what I type is only, not even a fourth of what happened.