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ALRIGHT, my first journal entry... well there is only one thought i have on my mind and that was the girl that i let slip away. dang it i missed my chance. this was supposed to help my self-esteem. if i was not able to summon the courage to ask her out i dont think i will ever be able to summon up the courage if i ever want to be able to do it ever again. it all started during second semester when we were assigned new seating arrangements for spanish class. the girl who i was planning to ask out sat directly behind me. i told her once that i liked her, so it only felt awkard by having her sit behind me. every end of the week i was planning to ask her out but never ever did. so wat i planned to do was to ask her out after finals were over because the last final we took was spanish. so i waited for her but... i jus kind of froze for like a minute, and then i saw her walk away from me, with a turned back. she did not ever see me. i feel so much regret, that i shold have jus asked her out, but i must move on, i must not turn emo. at least not perminantly. well i am open to advice, or consoling. so thanx for reading my first journal, hope this has not brought down ur day. well, good-bye. sweatdrop
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