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So I had lots of fun this weekend. I met some pretty awesome people and also decided that if someone drinks simply to have fun (hence they can't have fun without drinking), they are really stupid. I had this crush on this guy at the party and really wanted to talk to him. But as soon as we got there, he started drinking. I was like "you are eighteen years old. Stop it." He later drank the entire night and basically me and my friends just went back to our hotel and had tons of fun WITHOUT alchol. The next day, we go back to say goodbye to everyone and he's like "We didn't even hang out yet!" In my head, I was like "put down the beer for five seconds and you may realize someone you could have had is leaving your life forever."

I hate beer. But whenever I'm around people who drink, I really want to drink to. I've never actually drank but I hate the way it makes people. I have a addictive personality so if I start drinking, I'll become addicted. It just sucks because I'm going to college next year and I know I'm going to be surrounded with that sort of stuff. All I can do is pray to God and know that he will help me through these temptations.

Peace.