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This is probably the worst time for me to become sick. I'm in the middle of some hardcore stress: I've got to prepare a folder about my company and I have to do tons of homework, it's not like it gets done by itself. And here I'm sitting, with a diarrhea virus going 'round in my family. GREAT! Couldn't have been any other time, could it? Oh, but I shouldn't be complaining, since I've had this type of stuff maybe 3 or 4 times this year already! Pisses me off so bad that it's always me who catches the infection. Damn! But at least I'm not at my boyfriend's right now. That way his family won't get an even worse picture of me than they already have. I mean, I've been sick (and therefore cranky) two or three times already when I visited them. It's not painting a good picture about me in their minds, really. I'm not happy being around his family. They're just weird and boring. And I won't talk to them, because duh, what should I talk about? I don't even understand them due to their terrible accent. Okay, I got a little of an accent myself, but that simply can't be compared. And I feel watched. I feel like they comment on every move I make behind my back. Drives me crazy, really. And this dishonesty makes me feel so uncomfortable.
But anyways, I'm sick. Not feeling too well and everything I can think about is my homework I don't wanna get started on, and the family of my bf. I think I should get back to bed. It's no use sitting here and thinking too much about stuff. It just makes me afraid of going there again. Like, moving there. Or something.