Hello! I decided to do something other than Shadow for a journal entry. It's just a poem about how I feel on occasions.
I Feel...
I feel like a nothing
Even though i have a heart
Cause I don't know love
And it's kinda hard to start
To feel alive when you're missing an emotion
To dive inside that great, big ocean
Of love, joy, sadness, and fear
I don't even know whether I am here
Or somewhere else, out of existence
Somewhere way far out in the distance
I feel like darkness keeps swallowing me up
Nowhere to go, no way to keep up
With the rest of the world, i'm running out of time
To change myself like the flip of a dime
But to do that, it's love that I need to feel
It's the only way I can possibly heal
Or I might just start to lose myself
To the darkness of my own personal hell
Sometimes, I feel like the world's out to get me
That it can never find the time to just let me be
And yet other times, it doesn't seem to care
Doesn't even seem to know that i'm alive, i'm there
I'm left wondering whether i'm even wanted
Or just here to be painfully, ruthlessly hunted
I know that I'm a nothing, and I'll forever be blue
Until I can find the love that is true
And until that time, this is me
Forever Shadow, that's who i'll be.
Even though i have a heart
Cause I don't know love
And it's kinda hard to start
To feel alive when you're missing an emotion
To dive inside that great, big ocean
Of love, joy, sadness, and fear
I don't even know whether I am here
Or somewhere else, out of existence
Somewhere way far out in the distance
I feel like darkness keeps swallowing me up
Nowhere to go, no way to keep up
With the rest of the world, i'm running out of time
To change myself like the flip of a dime
But to do that, it's love that I need to feel
It's the only way I can possibly heal
Or I might just start to lose myself
To the darkness of my own personal hell
Sometimes, I feel like the world's out to get me
That it can never find the time to just let me be
And yet other times, it doesn't seem to care
Doesn't even seem to know that i'm alive, i'm there
I'm left wondering whether i'm even wanted
Or just here to be painfully, ruthlessly hunted
I know that I'm a nothing, and I'll forever be blue
Until I can find the love that is true
And until that time, this is me
Forever Shadow, that's who i'll be.
...It's a little something that I came up with. It explains in more detail why I see myself as a Nobody. Hope you enjoyed it, and that the rhyming worked. Until next time!
Nothingness...is...ETERNAL!!!
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