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OK thats it i dnt complain much but this is really breaking that rule. So heres the story . This guy i know. I've known him for just over a year now and we've been really good friends. An i love him dealy and i have for that full year. Thing is . Lately we're falling apart. Thats not the part thats getting me down. Every time we normally get distant we some how fix it in the end. But now he hasn't been on in a few days. Paranoid? maybe. but this guy leaves his msn on CONSTANTLY and he's not on. We faught the night before but he's never actually blocked me or anything. and now im owrried.

And i mean i waited so long for him to leave his gf because she was a total b***h and the first week was great he acted like he actualy cared about me and loved me but now.. its as thought im left . taken for granted AGAIN . I hear abut all these other girls and i jst want to give up. So it's final. Todayi if he doesn't come on . im through blocking deleting and removing him from my life. becausei just can't heck it anymore..I try and be there for him cause he is the world to me but he just hurts so damn much .. that i can't take it anymore..

anyway sorry but REALY had to ran..