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Y'know I can write whatever i feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders.
Well anyhoo yesterday i had to go to a funeral. But i didnt go.
I felt terrible. I knew who they were talking about, But i didnt know him. I didnt remember him till after the funeral. & i didnt wanna be there,
i was afraid of laughing. My mom told me that everyone wanted me to go & play with that mini orchestra of 2 violins & 1 viola & me..the cellist,
but i couldnt do it. I didnt wanna disrespect him. They told me he was smiling.
I felt even worse. I didnt feel like going to see death in that mans face.
so i avoided it & i felt bad.
But oh well.