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Hidden from the World Away under the covers She hides herself from everyone No one there for her She sits alone in the corner Her tears no longer wash away the pain She runs for her life Feels like she's nothing And has no name to call A mask hides her face From the world She writes and sings that the Heaven The Heaven they tell is a lie For why would it exept her When she is nothing The rain can only confort her The snow can try to freeze the tears For when it does she will sleep No more will she cry No more will she run She is done with life Only coldness will put her to rest And she will sleep for all eternity

Posted by: Silvia-x-Gaara Sat Jun 28, 2008 @ 09:19pm

Hello me donate to my friends and others who need gold and gifts. I will tektek for gold and write poems for gold as well.
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Commented on: Sat Jun 28, 2008 @ 11:17pm


	But one shouldn't just give up. 3nodding

Commented on: Sat Jun 28, 2008 @ 11:21pm


	One will try to live thy life with or withoue what thy wants and wishes.

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Commented on: Sat Jun 28, 2008 @ 11:27pm


	=3 so many wishes.

Commented on: Sat Jun 28, 2008 @ 11:28pm


	Too many to count.

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Commented on: Sat Jun 28, 2008 @ 11:34pm


	My main wish is to make people happy ;D

Commented on: Sat Jun 28, 2008 @ 11:35pm


	Cool, you made me happy.

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Commented on: Sat Jun 28, 2008 @ 11:38pm


	Yays. heart Happy is good ;D

Commented on: Sat Jun 28, 2008 @ 11:45pm


	yeah, but only when I talk to you am I happy, but alone I'm depressed or...acually even if I'm happy I still feel saddened to much, but always finds a way to smile.

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Commented on: Sat Jun 28, 2008 @ 11:48pm


	I wish I could actuclly be there to make you feel happy. Real hugs are a lot more helpful.

Commented on: Sat Jun 28, 2008 @ 11:50pm


	I wish you where here too. Long distance is hard on me. cry

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Commented on: Sat Jun 28, 2008 @ 11:55pm


	Thousands of miles... Sigh Hopefully it would be cut smaller if my family moves.

Commented on: Sun Jun 29, 2008 @ 03:11pm


	But that's IF you move closer or here. What IF you don't.

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Commented on: Sun Jun 29, 2008 @ 03:51pm


	Love doesn't make the world go round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile...hahaha you guys such love birds..Silvia and CCSC sitting a tree kissing... 3nodding blaugh xd xp rofl rofl

Commented on: Sun Jun 29, 2008 @ 03:53pm


	redface redface redface redface redface redface redface redface redface redface

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Commented on: Sun Jun 29, 2008 @ 04:01pm


	now i see wolfmoondeath is teasing and she should stop but if you want a good heres one smile ...„Tage der Abwesenheit, traurig und trostlos, gekleidet in der dunklen Reihe der sorge, Tage der Abwesenheit, bin ich träge; Sie I Liebe ist faraway.“.. sweatdrop “Days of absence, sad and dreary, Clothed in sorrow's dark array, Days of absence, I am weary; She I love is far away.” thats more you as for me its more like..„ Zur Liebe an ist, allen verletzbar zu sein. Lieben Sie alles und Ihr Herz ist zweifellos ausgepreßt und gebrochen vielleicht. Wenn Sie des Haltens es sicherstellen möchten intakt, müssen Sie Ihr Herz zu keinen geben, nicht gleichmäßig zu einem Tier. Wickeln Sie es runden sorgfältig mit Liebhabereien und wenig Luxus auf; vermeiden Sie alle Verwicklungen; verriegeln Sie es herauf sicheres in der Schatulle oder im Sarg Ihres Egoismus. Aber in dieser Schatulle sicher, dunkel, motionless, luftlos--sie ändert. Es ist nicht gebrochen; es wird unbreakable, undurchdringlich, unverbesserlich.“... or “To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, not even to an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket- safe, dark, motionless, airless--it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable.”

Commented on: Sun Jun 29, 2008 @ 04:05pm


	Oh wow^^ I like that. You're good.

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Commented on: Sun Jun 29, 2008 @ 04:06pm


	thank you

Commented on: Sun Jun 29, 2008 @ 04:11pm


	welcome^^

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Commented on: Sun Jun 29, 2008 @ 06:48pm


	i known some more like one with death lets if i remember oh yes..„Tod ist nicht der größte Verlust im Leben. Der größte Verlust ist, was innerhalb wir stirbt, während wir leben.“.. or in english “Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live.”

Commented on: Mon Jun 30, 2008 @ 02:35am


	Oh that's good 3nodding

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Commented on: Mon Jun 30, 2008 @ 02:42am


	i have more if you want to known just ask smile Wolfmoondeath gave me my eyepatch 3nodding blaugh

Commented on: Mon Jun 30, 2008 @ 02:44am


	Okay thankx^^ Well that was nice of her^^

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Commented on: Wed Jul 02, 2008 @ 08:20pm


	^^ Then I will have to work harder to pass school sooner. =) Yays more writers.

Commented on: Thu Jul 03, 2008 @ 03:20am


	^^you're so cute^^

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Commented on: Thu Jul 03, 2008 @ 04:54am


	Well I can try. wink I already skipped one year of highschool. Now I must work to skip one year of college. For some reason people think its weird that I'm skipping senior year. sweatdrop

Commented on: Thu Jul 03, 2008 @ 11:28pm


	You're skipping senior year, why? You must be SUPER SMART 3nodding

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Commented on: Thu Jul 03, 2008 @ 11:40pm


	Lol not smart, just more studying. I have been study since the start of summer. But next year is going to be kinda weird. sweatdrop 10th grader in a class full of 11th graders. If I skip a year, then the sooner I can start and end college. After I grad I'm allowed to go and 'explore' mainland, which I'm really going to go visit people. x3 And then pick where to go.

Commented on: Thu Jul 03, 2008 @ 11:54pm


	You are smart, smarter then me. I know for certain. So if you skip 12th grade, then wont you be going into college the fall of 2009 right? I grad. 2009^^ I can't wait till you can come and see me^^ I really want to meet you and accualy be able to kiss you heart

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Commented on: Fri Jul 04, 2008 @ 12:25am


	Well no. I'm two years below you. So in my freshmen year, you would be a junior. So even if I skip an year... I will still be one year behind. I changed to class of 2011 to 2010. I'm only allowed to skip one year. sweatdrop

Commented on: Fri Jul 04, 2008 @ 12:36am


	Well that suckx stressed So what are you going to go to college for?

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Commented on: Fri Jul 04, 2008 @ 12:51am


	Business. Mainly to get an accountant degree.

Commented on: Fri Jul 04, 2008 @ 12:56am


	Cool, cool. I want to be a Kidnergarten teacher^^ An accounter, really...wow, I never thought my bf would be an accounter^^

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Commented on: Fri Jul 04, 2008 @ 01:10am


	Its good money with a license, and lots of time off to spend with family~♥ All it requires is some studying and a good skill in the math and computer areas. I can see now why my dad trained me both. 3nodding

Commented on: Fri Jul 04, 2008 @ 01:18am


	eek oh wow, I never knew that...cool, cool. I hope you become one then^^

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Commented on: Fri Jul 04, 2008 @ 01:23am


	Lols I didn't know till recently. If I do I get to spend some time with you know who. wink

Commented on: Fri Jul 04, 2008 @ 01:33am


	Oh...who would that be wink

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Commented on: Fri Jul 04, 2008 @ 01:36am


	Theres only one person~♥

Commented on: Fri Jul 04, 2008 @ 01:42am


	I think I got an idea who that is wink

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Commented on: Fri Jul 04, 2008 @ 01:48am


	♥~Kiss~♥ You could say, Love~

Commented on: Fri Jul 04, 2008 @ 01:54am


	~heart~Love heart is right^^

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Commented on: Fri Jul 04, 2008 @ 01:57am


	heart Yays~♥

Commented on: Fri Jul 04, 2008 @ 02:03am


	^^

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Commented on: Fri Jul 04, 2008 @ 02:05am


	whee

Commented on: Fri Jul 04, 2008 @ 02:26am


	heart

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