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FIRST OFF: If 9/11 still deeply affects you emotionally, then you might not want to read this.


Ok. So the other night I watched the first half of 'Inside 9/11' on National Geographic (yesh, i love that channel).

Anyways....

So. I knew when it all happened back in 2001 that something wasn't right. But after I watched that...oh my god I can't believe it. You know, in the airport, they did some test or something, to see how much could get by security (before 9-11) and alot of s**t did...and the KNEW IT!!! But did absolutely nothing about it. Nothing...nada.

ANNNNDDD ...they had reports and s**t that something was going to happen. O.O No, they didn't know exactly what it was that was going to happen...but they damn sure could have tried harder to figure it out or atleast make us a little more secure or something!

I don't know.

And then they'd show pictures of the terrorists being all 'normal american like' and s**t...made my stomach turn each time i saw a picture of one of them. ******** Assholes.

And I think what bothers me the most...Is how they killed all those people. I don't care about the buildings...I still dont understand their purposes...But all those people...I mean wow. Watching the second half tonight, when they actually hit the buildings...Watching it still gives me goosebumps and makes me feel ill.

They played messages left on answering machines. sounding so frantic, lost, scared.

Watching the planes explode as they hit the buildings, knowing that in that firey mass people were burning, dying.

When the buildings collapsed, can you imagine standing in that stairwell, looking up because you hear a thundering noise, listening to it as it grows closer, the lights going out as an intense heat sweeps past from the fire and fuel from the floors above?

People jumping from the building...i can't even imagine what that must have been like, being on one of those top floors when the building collapsed...knowing, KNOWING you were about to die. Knowing that you would never again see the ones you love. It makes my heart ache, stop even. I feel empty when i try and place myself in their shoes. Scared.



It could have been anyone. Any plane from anywhere. What about those who lost that day? Can you imagine how they must feel? What if it had been you. Or someone you truly cared for?

Those people got up that day not expecting a damn thing. They just wanted to live their normal life. Go to work, go home....but no. They couldn't all because some Sorry Asswipe named Osama Bin Laden.

OSAMA BIN LADEN! Another thing that pissed me off... He's like a friggin hero over there! People name their kids after him....No way. No F'ing Way. AND DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY TIMES WE HAD HIM?! We could have taken him out so many different times...but Noooo. Interviews, exact locations...give me a break...they should have nailed his a**.


*shakes head* Rediculous. To think that these men actually believe that what they are doing is good. That killing themselves and others is good. It angers me beyond belief. stressed scream DAMNIT IT MAKES ME SO MAD!

Whew...just my little rant for the night. That show opened a door that hasn't been opened in quiet a while. sweatdrop

If you find this offensive in any way, I apologize but these are MY thoughts on it.