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Things around the homefront have been kinda weird. Just when I think everything is becoming normal again, another shocking thing happens.

It exhausts me.

I am emotionally drained.

I hate the lies.

I hate the twisted half-truths.

I hate being the one who is ashamed of certain things that are being done behind my back.

I hate how things are going to have to be...how they are going to have to change.

I don't want to be "that" person.

But I am being pushed into a corner and I have little choice.

I suppose I am most upset because things have been so good for such a long time. Trust was assumed. But it can no longer be that way. Too many lies. Too much deceit.