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I hate my life... or maybe just this evening...
I've had a terrible night tonight... Everything was fine until my car trip home from work. See, I have this necklace, but not just any necklace. My dad gave it to me when I was 14 or 15. Prior to that, he had worn it for years starting as a Nightclub entertainer in his 20's and then as a street evangelist from his 30's up into his 40's. It was a carved metal cross with Jesus's face etched into it. The image had him with the crown of thorns on, looking to the heavens as tears ran from his eyes and blood down his cheek and forehead. It meant the absolute world to me.
Anyways, we carpool with my sister to work and tonight, her friend also joined us. We stopped to drop her off at her house, when I noticed my necklace was turned backwards on my neck. I thought," This is odd? how did my necklace turn about like this?" Thinking nothing of it, I pull it forward on my neck and searched for the charm, so i could set it upon my chest... The metal link that held it to the chain was there, but the charm was gone. We've searched the car and I've checked my room, but I know I was wearing it at work. Chances are, I'll never see it again because it was probably swept up during clean up tonight and tossed out with the garbage.
I am so absolutly misreable right now, that I could scream at the top of my lungs. I've cried about it for the last 30 mins. or so and I'm about cried out. I plan on looking my house over during the day tomorrow and then inquiring of work if anyones picked up a cross charm. Anyways, i just needed to get this off my chest... I know it's only a stupid charm, but it has so many memories and was a gift given to me just before one of the hardest times of my life, when I thought my dad was going to die, kill himself, or get thrown in a institute... He's well today, thank God; but the necklace meant so much to me...
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