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There are a lot of ppl out there that have problems and I'm one of them. I don't know why is everyone saying that you should respect your parents even if they don't respect you...BULLSHIT!...I should have no purpose on respecting those who are ru9ining and f*cking up my life. I can't have ONE day of relaxation b/c of them...ever since this f*cking summer began my life went down hill, my friends are neglecting me, and not even helping, they point out the bullshit advices then say "yeah whatever you say" man ******** them, I mean sure you can't rely on friends to help but seriously TRUE friends NEVER give up on you no matter what, friends like Savie12, She's been a very good friend for almost four years and I love to share my feeling to her. She is there to console me and place me in the right track. And even her grandfather helps me and he gives me REALLY good advices that help me a lot! s**t, I'm feeling liek s**t everyday, I'm always breaking down, wondering if death is the only way out of this ******** up life. I mean, I know you don't know what I'm going through, cuz you have no other words except "I'm sorry" or "Oh..Okay..." I would like to atleast talk to someone to share my feeling with them so she'll both cry together, even if the person is far away, we could talk on the phone for hours. I'm serious...my life is ******** up....always getting blamed for s**t I do not do, people always trying to take those I love and care about away from me...seriously if you just want to give up on me just like that...leave me crying till i have no more tears to shed...'till I am no more...then I guess we're not friends anymore...because I'm literally suffering horribly, my heart keep aching in tremendous pain...s**t I'm trying hard not to cry as I type this...I know I sound like an emo dumbass, but hey I don't' cut myself like others...I may of have not been in your place when you were little and you were nearly raped by a parent or parent's gf or bf,or beaten nearly half to death or run away from home because you parents think you're worthless...I really know how it feels to have someone not give a rat's a** about you...I know how it feels to get insulted by your own friends and family...and it sucks huh?...
 iBluezuki · Sun Jul 06, 2008 @ 10:50pm · 2 Comments |
