So many dark thoughts plague my head. I want them to go away because they make me sad, scared, and depressed. They cause me to feel like I'm alone and no one cares and everyone thinks it's too funny to stop.
They make me want to cry so bad but my heart keeps the tears inside because I have to look strong, not for everyone else, but for me because if i lose my strength I feel weak and helpless. Only in the sight of darkness will I cry, because then no one can see and I feel safer.
EDIT: 12:07
I feel like I should die. I don't like it. my heart is too heavy and it hurts so bad. I just want this to go away. it hurts me so much...I want to cry so badly right now but my own selfishness keeps me from it.
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