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well, a couple of days ago i had my first date with ******. (no there aren't as many stars as letters) my avatar is like what i was wearing. He was "sick" so i came over and fed him hot chicken noodle soup. heart heart mrgreen we talked and he finally told me why he was in emotional trouble. it was sad! crying crying crying crying crying he was foster cared for by harsh and unfair parents until he was 7 than he was adopted by a quiet old couple. they are and were crying nice until they died woman when ****** was 12 man when ****** was 10. then he was adopted by his current gaurdians. they aren't mean they're just poor... they can't aford to look after him as well as the old couple did. (both of his 2nd gaurdians (old couple) put him in their will but he's not 18 yet) he has asthma. when he was eleven he cut himself, hopeing the pain would cut off his remorse for the old man's death. the old woman took him shopping once a week and told him she would buy him what ever he wanted. from then on he tried a little alchemy but we all know that doesn't work sooooo he became gothic after the old woman died he was in foster care for 2 months this was when his foster parents helped him to become catholic and stop being soooo depresed. then he was adopted by his current parents they take him to church and pick him up but never go inside.

he told me that he would like to see them go to church. so this sunday i called them and told them they should drop him off at my church (also a catholic church) and maybe come too. they did 4laugh 4laugh 4laugh they came in and sat down they even participated in the mass. after mass was over they told him they would like it if he asisted them in becoming members of his church! mrgreen mrgreen we were over joyed!


i love him dearly and hope he feels the same way about me... sweatdrop

but i... can't beleive he actually told me all that! if you are a guy and you're reading this please open up to the girl you love it will help her understand if not love you for who you are not just your shy or differant self because girl like to see that guys can actually communicate. and not just "shove" theyr feelings around.

thankies for reading!!! i hope it touch your heart as it did mine!!!!!!!!!!!!









******= i'm keeping his name secret!





~alicoolcat mrgreen