I was just thinking about my ex today; the one I dated for a long time. It hurts me to think about our relationship because that was the real first time I fell in love. I thought it was really forever but I just had to let him go. He deserved better. But even so, there were times when I regretted that. I wanted to be selfish and keep him all to myself, but I know I couldn't do that. I thought the world was going to end because I left him. I loved him so much but I denied it all just to forget, and I hoped the pain would go away but it still hasn't. I would ask for a second chance but it'll never happen. I have to move on. It's a must.
It hurted when I saw him with his new girlfriend and already, they were kissing and speaking "I-love-you"'s to each other. I hated it. I was jealous. I wanted him to say that to me but we were over. ughhh... I just hate this... well... they broke up.... and all I gotta do now it forget. Ready... Set... LET Go.
 Mari Lambo · Mon Jul 21, 2008 @ 01:00am · 0 Comments |
