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Ive cried a million times
So many i cannot count

That day you left me I fell apart
I couldn't eat, i could't sleep

The night I cried just one of a million
The next day I cried that I didn't have you do hold and say those damned words i cant say anymore "i love you"

I cried last week because I remembered how bad i felt that day
You held me close and I held you

Today I didn't eat nor do i think i will sleep
My friends sad at the fact I didn't talk at all

Love ran away
My heart sunk

My mind shaddered like a broken mirror
I dont want to hurt you anymore

So i thought a long time
I looked at the knife I held bleeding in my hand

I cried a long time
Staring at my hand

I never thought it would come to an end
So these last words i say i know they are true
But i really do love you