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I have no inspiration. I have nothing to write about, and the stories that I'd been trying to write are all crashing and burning... Which is, overall, just not fun. And I have no will to draw anything at all, and that sucks equally as much, because writing and drawing are my two favorite things to do in the world!!!! D:

I was trying to rewrite something I wrote a while ago that was similar to a fan-fic, though it wasn't really a fan-fic, based on Grima Wormtongue in Lord of the Rings. I wanted him to be a conniving little twit, but I wanted him to have a love interest in a girl named Chealsey, and I wanted him to be tender with her, like he was in a sort of sick way with Eowyn, but I made the mistake of putting the story in HER point of view, so he ended up being a total softie. And I would fix that, but, like I said, I have no inspiration.

Then I was trying to write a Law and Order fan-fic (yes, I am totally addicted to that show ^_^), and I wanted to use Richard Belzer's character John Munch. And the character is a smart aleck-y, brainy, dry-sense-of-humor-ish, silent type. But I think he seems a little sad, like when he gets turned down when he asks chicks out. So I wanted to give HIM a love interest, and I made the same mistake I did when I was writing about Grima - I put it in the girl's point of view and made HIM look like a total wimp. And I'm also deterred by the fact that I know virtually nothing about detective/police work whatsoever. Unfortunately, even though I'm interested in that particular subject (which is probably why I'm addicted to those detective shows XD), and I have bunches and bunches of time on my hands since Mom and Dad both work, I am far too lazy to look up stuff like that. Which I'm going to work on. I think maybe I'll wait until school starts up again to do anything (and rest up my poor brain).

Maybe this is just a severe case of writer's cramp/writer's block, or maybe it's just that I'm drowning in sheer boredom... I don't know. Eh...

But PLEASE, if you have something that'll help me get past this entirely dead point in my brain, I will be forever grateful. Any ideas...?