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Dear Journal,

I am going to admit something I am been struggling to denial: I am in deep depression.

This has been going on for quite a while but I am trying to either hide it or deny it. I don't want to face the truth but I don't have a choice anymore. It has gotten to me where I don't want to do anything anymore. I rather stay in bed, wasting my day, than getting up and doing something. Just not worth it anymore.

Over the last few months, I have a close friend. She won't talk to me anymore but she will talk to our other friend. I try making it up to her but its no use. Apparently she wants nothing with me. All I can do is just move on. Let her go. -sighs- If she doesn't want to be my friend, then so be it. It not like I won't find another friends.

Now, while typing this, I shed tears... This depress is killing me.... I feel like I am in the dark black hole with no way out. I keep calling someone to save me or at least help me out but the only thing I get is my echo... So each day, I am trying to climb out of the hole but I just fall back to the bottom....

-Takes on deep breath-

I will get out of this. I will climb up that hole and get out of it.

I do not need my friend.. Just need me, myself and I... Plus my mother. xd

I will get out of this depression.. I determined to..