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My slow torture.

Sitting alone i think of you.
Why you're on my mind again astounds me.
Why cant you get out of my head?
How long do suffer this slow torture?

Sitting alone, I dream about you.
I imagine how things might be,
if you knew.
Would you love me?
Would you hate me?

Through the silence, I hear your voice/
The sound intoxicates me.
I feel as if nothing matters.
And yet, it's like a blade through my heart

There alone, I feel you next to me.
Oh, how i wish you would hold me.
Being in your presence feels like i'm lighter than air.
But then i come crashing down like a boulder when you utter her name.

In my thoughts, i know it will never be.
And yet, i wish it could.
Why cant i just tell you?
Why do i have to suffer?

Sitting alone, i know my love must be kept a secret.
For if unrequited, I'll lose you for good.
So i sit, alone in the dark.
Suffering to keep you near.
Because if i lost you, i'd regret it forever.
[[END]]

well, thats the last of them.
and now that i think about it, i dont really care wat the person that this is about thinks about me. we're good friends, which is awesome, cause he's a cool guy. but my guy is cooler. =^.\=

so i have a piece of advise for all those people out there who are in love with someone they know they cant be with: move on. cause trust me, sitting alone in that corner crying over them will do no good. and trust me, there is someone out there MUCH better for you. you just have to wait for him/her.

xXbrittanyXx