I realize, when I grow up, I know I can separate the people I love with the people that don't deserve any bit of me. I can tell who's really my best friend from the people I thought I could trust. I honestly love my best friend to death. He's the best person in the world. He knows how to make me laugh whenever I just cried my eyes out. That's kinda what happened today. I was so upset and frustrated. No one would help me and I felt so hopeless and insignificant. I realized what a dip s**t I was thinking someone was amazing when the true amazing was right next to me; holding my hand and always being there for me like the wonderful person he is. I honestly do take him for granted sometimes. I get angry at him so easily. He's really the perfect best friend.
I was extremely upset today because my loser friend had to ruin my almost relationship. Thank goodness he did that. I saw someone's true colors today. I honestly fell in love with him. I fell in love with that someone. But I was being so bold at the time. I was so confused... but I meant every single word I said. Why would I say something I don't mean? Otherwise, I'd be a liar.
Well I saw his true colors. My best friend gave me great advice. "If he really loved you, I think he would have been more understanding..." or something like that was what he said. I knew all the answers already but I kept listening to my heart instead of my common sense. My best friend made me realized that. He's amazing. ^^
PS: I don't love him LOVE him, I just love him XD
 Mari Lambo · Thu Jul 31, 2008 @ 08:37am · 0 Comments |
