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The alsome car,
Faital Attemt/ this is 2 calm my sucideal thoughts!! XD
faith, was at my finger tips then i gave in and took 3 steps toward the horrorid death i was soon to have, as i though i realized no single person would even notice my death, they would continue living, there life's slowly passing by them, world disasters would eccor but still no one would even notice or even have a single though about how they were living, dreams would fail to be accomplished as they got wasted in there homes.
I looked done to see 5 bird flying of course and rocks slipped from my feet ,little dust flow and then the wind brushed my face the smell of smoke past me and then i noticed, house's went up in flames and forest erupted in flames as my heart started to beat, i realized i hadn't had a desire to die just to be away from every thing, just to be noticed or seen my heart cried inside of me because u felt unloved, besides i could find love, Or gain it but nothing could repair my heart from the deaths of my family, the tornado took every one i love, hmm i sound like Dorthy with her house being blown away lol, but more emo anyway.
I rose my head and ran toward the flames, in my attempt to save the civilizations,But it would be a failed attempt, as all my others
I tripped over a tree log and i was unable to move, the wood had cut into my foot and caused me to gore blood, as i screamed for help. I realized there was no life here, well not anymore, people had been evacuating for hours, I could here the towns siren and people's cars driving off, the flames rose and caused a toxic smoke to reach my lungs, a** i lay there staring thinking of what i almost had, before i ran away, i had a caring family who loved me and they tried so hard to protect me and now i lay there crying from pain and i was losing blood to fast i started to feel woozy, and faint my skin was soon pail white, then i fell in the deep sleep god had not planned, I'd call it suicide, he might call it fate



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