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I've decided to cut myself off completely from junk food. This means that I'm not even going to buy any type of fastfood. Not even a single fry from BK is going to my tummy.

I've finally tried relized after three attempts and failures of this, that I can't let myself cheat a little. Otherwise, it will get worse and I turn into a chocolate-craving pig! o-o
I've hidden all the snacks and stuff away from myself so that I won't get tempted.

My summer camp went on a field trip to six flags yesterday and I didn't eat anything the whole day. Unfortunatly, the stupid counselers forced me to buy something. I just bought some fries and gave them too my friends and I had a water. Afterward, they called me over and asked if I had a headache and if I had eaten today. I lied and said I had, then they asked if I was ok and yadda yadda..
I think they think I have an eating disorder or something. xD

It's not like I'm completely shutting myself off from food. Just un-healthy sugary foods is all. I'm a big eater, and I'm usually hungry all the time, so I need to eat a bit more than usual just to keep my mouth shut, but as long as it's healthy, I'm fine. I'm actually suprised with myself. Considering how much junkfood I've had in the past, you'd expect me to weigh at least 170 pounds. Yet, I seem to be exceptionaly thin, and only 145 founds (counting muscle).