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Sitting under the rain, the cold water falling hard upon her shoulders, black hair covering her beautiful, pale face. She had been meditating before she had called forth such a storm, and hadn't noticed she had yet. Her face was stained with tears that burn her skin as thought they were the sun burning a Vampire. Here she was, thinking about two people she cared deeply for. On one hand, a handsome and sweet boy that had stolen her heart a long time ago, and she had learned to love deeply. On the other hand, another handsome and sweet boy that she had liked for a long time but hadn't done anything about it because he didn't like her in that way. But now he did, and she wasn't sure what she should do about it. She loved her boyfriend dearly, and she knew she would be with him until the end of time; but at the same time, she really liked, almost loved, the second guy, and she wanted to at least try it. But how could she hurt her beloved in that way? She couldn't, it hurt her to think about it. But hurting the other boy hurt her just as much. Two arms wrapped around her waist slowly as she slightly jumped back, looking over her shoulder to find the man she loved. Or one of them anyway. "Hey..." His voice was deep, his face buried on the crook of her neck as he nuzzled her softly. She had talked to him about what was happening the day before, and even though they were still dating, she wasn't sure if she would break his heart in the end. He slowly let go and stood up, towering over her. "I just wanted to make sure you knew I love you with all my heart, and I want you to be happy. If he means that much to you, I'll let you go. Because I know you'll eventually come back to me. And I'll always be here, waiting for you." He bent over, water dripping from him as he kissed her forehead softly. She slowly stood up, wrapping her arms around him and kissed his lips softly, hoping the kiss she gave him would somehow show him how much she truly loved him. His arms went around her, holding her close. He holds me like he's going to lose me, and like he doesn't ever want to let me go. She pulled away, resting her forehead against his. "I'll see you around." He said to her, his voice barely louder than a whisper, tears rolling down his face. Stepping back, he turned around and let her go, walking back towards his house. Her eyes closed, sighing deeply as she stood under the rain, the cold seeping through her bones and chilling her blood. After a while, someone else came along, and gave her another hug, but this one wasn't as daring as the first. "Hey..." Yet another deep voice. She was still crying, and held him back in a tight embrace. She was still crying, but the rain made it impossible to tell. How can I break his heart when I care about him this much? He let go slowly, and kissed her cheek. "I love you, and I'm sorry if I hurt you." She shook her head slowly, and leaned in to kissed his cheek softly. He tried to smile, and turning around, he walked back towards his house. Sitting down on the cold, wet floor, she kept on weeping, thinking about everything that was happening. She liked them both a lot, and she hated hurting them. She wanted to be with both of them, because she liked a lot of things about the two, but she couldn't. She wanted to at least kiss the other guy, but she would never do it, for it would be cheating and she would never do such a thing. How could she possibly hurt one of them? How could she when hurting one of them, it didn't matter who, would hurt her as well? I love them both, but I have to choose one, how the hell am I gonna do that?
 Annabella Goddess Of Ice · Mon Aug 04, 2008 @ 02:20am · 2 Comments |
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