There as I look up at the star filled night are small snowflakes raining down upon me
They crowd me and try to fill me with warmth but all that comes through is their chilling touch
I crouch down to the floor and begin to cry since it feels that this is my last night
I had lost everything
My father's security
My mother's love
My siblings' playfulness
They had all lost trust in me
For what a silly thing as to drugs?
Though I knew it was serious since this had never happened before...
The feeling of my body shutting down
The pain in my heart slowing down
The clogging in my head pumping upside down
Though what I needed most was help
Not to be abondoned in the freezing street
Snow crawled down my spine and began numbing every part of my body
I let my head fall back and welcomed the deiciving pod of snowflakes
I wish desperatly that someone would help me stand
Someone would care enough to strengthen my soul so that I could get over my deadly mistake
Yet, sorrow filled me as I realized no one cared to help me stand
No one was there right now, and had they ever been?
For one mistake my life was going down the drain
For one stupid move, all the possibilities were fogging up and moving
For one dumn thing I had lost all respect
The wind blew across my face, picking up speed and snapping me back into reality
It seemed sadly that it was taking me away
"Life is a challenge, but if we look towards what we love we will not only have peace, prosperity, but most importantly joy!"
