If only you knew
If only you cared
If only I was there
If only I had shared
If only you were here
Kept safe in my lonely room
If only I had noticed
Fought to make this flower bloom
If only I didn't miss you so
If only I stopped bleeding long ago
Letting these lines of crimson flow
Let me die, let me go
If only you had scene my smile
Something that was forgotten for a long long while
Something that was forced
Something that was hostile
Wasn't me
Was not my style
You left my mouth with that same old grin
As we parted
Forgetting our sin
We through it away and trashed our thoughts
Weaving our guilt
Untangling our naughts
Gently you spoke
Making me forget the lies
Gently you wiped my face
And the tears that I had cried
If only you knew every touch
Every sigh
Made me fall deeper
Controls access been denied
If only I had told you
If only we spoke
If only I hadn't been so stupid
If only I hadn't choked
If only you had been there
If only you had scene
The time I lost my imagination
My real face been wiped clean
The time that I was lost
The light I somehow saw
Miraculously came from you
With every crack and every flaw
Gave me faith and gave me hope
If only I knew it wasn't the dope.
Sure there had been sometimes
We could have ran
We could have lied
But to tell you the truth
In front of Honesty's appeal
We shouldn't have been plastic
We should have been real
If only you cared
If only I was there
If only I had shared
If only you were here
Kept safe in my lonely room
If only I had noticed
Fought to make this flower bloom
If only I didn't miss you so
If only I stopped bleeding long ago
Letting these lines of crimson flow
Let me die, let me go
If only you had scene my smile
Something that was forgotten for a long long while
Something that was forced
Something that was hostile
Wasn't me
Was not my style
You left my mouth with that same old grin
As we parted
Forgetting our sin
We through it away and trashed our thoughts
Weaving our guilt
Untangling our naughts
Gently you spoke
Making me forget the lies
Gently you wiped my face
And the tears that I had cried
If only you knew every touch
Every sigh
Made me fall deeper
Controls access been denied
If only I had told you
If only we spoke
If only I hadn't been so stupid
If only I hadn't choked
If only you had been there
If only you had scene
The time I lost my imagination
My real face been wiped clean
The time that I was lost
The light I somehow saw
Miraculously came from you
With every crack and every flaw
Gave me faith and gave me hope
If only I knew it wasn't the dope.
Sure there had been sometimes
We could have ran
We could have lied
But to tell you the truth
In front of Honesty's appeal
We shouldn't have been plastic
We should have been real
