well what to say.. tomorow we are putting my best friend down..its really taking a toll on me..he is my best friend..i cant seem to let him go...
what i would say..
ryker: my best friend.. you have always been here for me since i was barely one years old..you are my protector and my friend.. you make me so happy when i am sad and when i am mad you share my anger. you clown around to see me smile and feel my pain when i get hurt.. you worry about me when i am gone for too long.
you are always there for me.. and you make sure that i am alright..i remeber wheni was little you would come in to my room and look to see if im ok and you would do a circle and then walk out and go check on my brother. then you would come back in..i love watching you sleep.. you seem so happy.. like your at peace.. like there isnt anything in the world you give your love too..i cant say good bye to you! not yet.. its so hard to be told that they have to put you down...but you will be able to see kira again.. your baby sitster.. she will be so happy.. i am so unhappy that you have to go..i was hoping that you would be here for my 16th birthday..but.. you wont be..imma miss you old man..i love you forever..for some reason i cant seem to let you see me crying cuz i know that you will try and fix it but this time you cant..i dont want to leave but i cant be here...im sorry... please remember me.. for always...i i will miss so much about you.. like your big, wet slobbery kisses.. and your little nudges when you wanted a treat.. and when i came home from school you would be waiting at the front door for me......im sorry i have to go...
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